ponpuan cantik mesti pemalas x pun pengotor

marah betul aku ngan sorang minah yang bajet la ngat dia 2 cantik, kaya bla..bla..bla tapi x sedar 2 diri 2 sebatang kara je....weh kalu dh x de duit 2 wat la cara x de duit x yah nak make up sampai 6 inci tebalnye......kalu dh make up tebal ngat pe la ssh ngat kalu nak bawak turun sampah....bukan kotor ngat pun sampah 2 just kertas2 a4 masa wat tesis gak..... x jijik mana la sampah 2.....dh la ko punye lak 2 sampah 2, leh lak ko bg alasan " sory aku x leh buang sampah aku dh siap cecantik ni kang bebau lak"....weh pompuan kalu dh agak nak bau busuk kang, ko semburla minyak wangi ko yg mahal sangat 2 bebanyak kasi hilang baunye arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh geram betul la

seumur idup aku kang x hingin aku duduk tinggal ngan pompuan cam ko la....menyusahkan hidup....ini x blh wat 2 x leh wat abes ape je yg ko leh wat....memang patut pun ko amek org gaji tuk umah ko nanti...kalu x kang anak ko pun hilang teletak kat dalam tong sampah dan mana sampah n mana makanan pun x tau coz ko kan x reti nak kemas umah......nak je rasa tenyeh sampah yg ko perap kat dlm rumah 2 kat muka ko....x mati pun kalu ko bwk trn sampah 2 x patah pun kaki la.....aku harap la sangat laki ko nanti sedar ko ni cantik stakat kat muka n harapkan kat bedak je la kalu ngok muka ko yg sbenar ada pengsan laki 2.....x pun bila tutup lampu laki ko x nampak dh ko coz ko kan 'CERAH' hahahahhahahah nah hambek ko.....geram lak aku ngan sikap segelintir manusia seperti ko ni

VIVA

masalah lagi 1......tarikh viva yg asyik betukar je......dari 1 tarikh ke 1 tarikh yg x tetap, so nak duk umah pun x tenang pikikan viva yg x lepas2 lagi ni.....mak aku pulak asyik bising kat umah ckp lect 2 bodoh la bengong la coz still x wat2 lagi viva ni

setiap kali mak aku bising tiap kali 2 lah gak aku akan kene bebal pasal ketidakpandaian aku ikut susurgalur family aku yg hampir kesemuanya pandai2.......setiap kali 2 la gak aku rasa x nak duk kat umah 2 macam nak lari je dr rumah huhuhuhuhuh

kenapalah lect x lepas kan je tajuk tesis aku yg dulu 2, x la aku menanggung beban kutukan dari mak aku........dia slalu nak bandingkan aku ngan family aku yg lain yg secara terang2 menunjukkan yg aku ni akan dapat tangga terakhir sebab aku yg paling bodoh dlm bahasa kasarnya huhuhuhuhuhuh

kena marah....

kenapalah bila kita dh semakin berumur n penyakit mula byk buat sarang dalam badan kita, kita jadi asyik nak marah je........well this hapen 2 my beloved mother.......i love her so much than i think i cant accept the way she treat me like im not even he daughter.....IT REALLY HURT..

my mom is geting older n skarang pun kaki dia ada problem so aku memang paham situasi dia bila dulu masa muda2 kita blh buat macam2 sendiri, x payah nak mintak tlg sesape tapi bila dh tua semua bnda kena mintak tlg org lain buat......tapi masalah kat sini semu benda yg dia suruh org lain buat semua dia x puas hati, dan yg paling tersentuh hati bila dia ckp dia benci semua anak2 dia coz 1 pun x bl di harap.....

evey movement we make, with who we want to go out, sampai pukul brape nak keluar, brg ape kite beli semu nak kene dapat green light dr dia dulu kalau x sampai esok pun dia x nak pandang muka aku ni macam aku ni jijik dipandang huhuhuhuhuh.....

so di sebabkan my mom x sehat sgt aku becadang utk x kelua rumah sgt just lepak kat umah je.....tapi bila duk lepak umah macam2 lak dia coment aku malas la, bgn lambat la, asyik tgk tv la dan lain2.....masalahnye aku ada ape tlg g anta bapak aku g kerja amek dia dr kerja, sidaikan kain baju bsh pinggan n sebagainya tapi kenapa lah bnda 2 semu x dihargai pun......my dear sister only cook for her tiap2 ari dia puji macam puteri raja........dia rajin memasak, pandai masak, bgn pagi2 masak tuk mama, kemas dapur lepas makan.......dan itu dikatakan rajin macam la aku x wat keje langsung.......................STRESSSSSSSSSSSSS

tesis

tesis buat aku rasa nak muntah.....sampai skarang aku x dpt gak nak cari tajuk tesis yg blh bg kejayaan yg baik kpd aku.....kenapalah tajuk tesis kene reject je huhuhuhuhuhuh tension aku dibuatnye....................GERAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM betul la

mistake

i make a lot of mistake this day, i keep forgetting things i should not like an alzhaimer person...i'm not that old but i keep forgetting but still the only thing i wish i can erase from my head is still stick in my head like a glu.....i keep lying to people i love and some time i think i hurt their feeling.....i'm really sory i dont know what happen to me this day.....maybe after that phone call from a person i really love before but now i dont know if i can face her again or not coz everytime i see her, she remind me of him.....that person that i really wish to meet again but that can never coz he will not come back again........
my best fren ari one say "i wish you can be that person which i first time know before coz i really miss that girl"......but i really dont understand why he say that coz i dont think i change at all.....i'm still me

RM20000

i found out today that i have to have around RM 2000 if i want 2 go to this beautiful city of china......but the problem is where i can find this 2000

that person

you are like the wind parsing by me, without saying goodbye......that feeling that almost cause death......my tears start to fall, i cant hold you anymore in my arms and i don't know why i was crying....i just want to hug you again
STUPID LOVE.....FOOLISH LOVE
the end of LOVE always goodbye and tears.....i wish you would change your mind and come back to my side again.....i will still LOVE you forever so please don't forget about me even after the tragic LOVE end ......I'm waiting for you even you die leaving me like this
i know i will be able to find another LOVE
there will still be sadness in that love.....through my lips i cant tell you that i love you forever.....
i have no idea why tears and sadness is part of farewell
i know that my LOVE is hard but i still want to hold on
I'M SAD......I'M SICK
but i still have to let you leave me....i can never forget about you even if i tried thousand or million of time......
in this life......I KNOW THAT