mistake

i make a lot of mistake this day, i keep forgetting things i should not like an alzhaimer person...i'm not that old but i keep forgetting but still the only thing i wish i can erase from my head is still stick in my head like a glu.....i keep lying to people i love and some time i think i hurt their feeling.....i'm really sory i dont know what happen to me this day.....maybe after that phone call from a person i really love before but now i dont know if i can face her again or not coz everytime i see her, she remind me of him.....that person that i really wish to meet again but that can never coz he will not come back again........
my best fren ari one say "i wish you can be that person which i first time know before coz i really miss that girl"......but i really dont understand why he say that coz i dont think i change at all.....i'm still me

RM20000

i found out today that i have to have around RM 2000 if i want 2 go to this beautiful city of china......but the problem is where i can find this 2000